Wednesday, August 17, 2011

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Today is my birthday!  I'm 45.  HOLY HELL!!!  How and when did that happen?!!!  It causes me to pause and reflect on my 35th birthday and a conversation I had with my baby brother that year. 
BB:  What do you want for your birthday sis?

Me:  I can't tell you specifically - but it's a song by Queen!!!

BB:  You want a fat bottom girl?

Me:  NO!!

BB:  A bicycle?

Me:  NO!!

BB:  I give up - what is it?

Me:  I WANT IT ALL!!!  AND I WANT IT NOW!!!

I was a divorced mother of two.  I'd lost my children to my ex-husband - well actually handed them over because I was totally fucked up in the head and couldn't get my shit together and give them the attention I knew they deserved.  I had a job I despised.  I was flat-assed broke, constantly running from bill collectors. And yearning to be loved and cherished. 

Fast forward 10 years:  I have those two children back (although one pain in the ass grew up and moved off to college) PLUS a beautiful 8 year old daughter I never dreamed I'd have.  A husband that loves me more than a man should love and cherish a woman.  A job I absolutely adore (although it's the same job - I have a new outlook).  My bills are paid and there is money left over each month.  And people actually look at me as a mentor - so I am evidently either no longer fucked up in the head or have become a master of disguise!!

I HAVE IT ALL!!! AND I HAVE IT NOW!!!

So this year for my birthday - I want something else - also a song by Queen (because WHO DOESN'T FREAKIN' LOVE FREDDY??!!!!) - - - -

THE MIRACLE

The Miracle Lyrics

Every drop of rain that falls in Sahara Desert says it all

It's a miracle

All God's creations great and small

The Golden Gate and the Taj Mahal

That's a miracle

Test tube babies being born

Mothers,fathers dead and gone

It's a miracle



We're having a miracle on earth

Mother nature does it all for us

The wonders of this world go on

The hanging Gardens of Babylon

Captain Cook and Cain and Abel

Jimi Hendrix to the Tower of Babel

It's a miracle it's a miracle it's a miracle

It's a miracle



The one thing we're all waiting for is peace on earth - an end

to war

It's a miracle we need - the miracle

The miracle we're all waiting for today



If every leaf on every tree could tell a story that would be a

miracle

If every child on every street had clothes to wear and food to

eat

That's a miracle

If all God's people could be free to live in perfect harmony

It's a miracle



We're having a miracle on earth

Mother nature does it all for us

Open hearts and surgery

(wonders of this world go on)

Sunday mornings with a cup of tea

Super powers always fighting

But Mona Lisa just keeps on smiling

It's a miracle it's a miracle it's a miracle



(wonders of this world go on)

It's a miracle it's a miracle it's a miracle

It's a miracle



The one thing (the one thing) we're all waiting for (we're all

waiting for)

Is peace on earth (peace on earth) and an end to war (an end

to war)

It's a miracle we need - the miracle

The miracle peace on earth and end to war today



That time will come one day you'll see when we can all be

friends

That time will come one day you'll see when we can all be

friends

That time will come one day you'll see when we can all be

friends

That time will come one day you'll see when we can all be

friends

HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY!!!

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